2.3.3 Supporting Evidence -- Journal Entries

Session with Jennifer inspired realizations:

GET EVERYTHING UP into boxes in Mahara
Figure out what else I need and finishing touches on articles LATER

NEXT STEPS
get Health into Mahara
Website Organization vs. Mahara organization DIFFERENT

I feel particularly lucky to be compiling all this data when I am living with more spaciousness than I have known since my SE Asian travels
My days in CA and Baja feel packed (with stuff I love) yet packed.

I feel some spaciousness here
and it is indispensable to remind myself to get out and play and exercise/stretch/ pranayams breathe yoga each day

And connect with friends. . . .has inspired many calls and willingness to engage with what is.

This project on health and happiness is making me healthier and happier.  

Kind of a parallel to the fact that my massage training made me better at receiving a massage.

There was also time spent discussing transformation of self and context.  In my current OP, the Permaculture petal of Holistic & Personal Health is a HUGE field in our modern world that encompasses nutrition, exercise, supplements, healthcare and many other facets of our life.  It was significant for me to recognize that I am significantly more comfortable offering my perspective to people who request my wisdom and awarenesses around personal health as opposed to proselytizing my worldview in any sort of attempt to change world context.  I do understand that this is not mutually exclusive to articulating my “transformation of self and context” within the field; however, it often strikes me deeply whether people are “actively” attempting to change systems or creating information that is there for people to use upon request. 

Pattern level awareness
Researching Tides today and i had the realization that yes there are MANY complicating factors that make the tide exceptional and hard to track; however the pattern level awareness that I intuited after I finally grokked the moon’s cycle was shot down by several “adults” including a sailing couple and others who I realize now simply didn’t understand the PATTERN enough to understand that I truly was right.  They saw no pattern and consequently squelched my seeing of it. .  . before I understood how difficult it is for people to simply say “I don’t know”

Reflecting at the soulstice, clarity sets in on my strongest tools for healing and greatest lens on disease.   I become less and less specific about specific causes, more and more fascinated by tonics and panaceas.  The panacea of touch, the aspiration toward gratitude, a bit of exercise (core strengthening and flexibility of the spine (forward/back/twist).