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As I explore the bucket lists on the web, I recognize that I have done and am skeptical about most things. NEedless to say, I still have my bucket list but mostly I create the things I want in my life. This tool felt very valuable as a reflection of where I am in my life and the only thing that REALLY pulled me was to see the summer soulstice in the Artic Circle. There remain no big holes in my fervor (perhaps to have kids which is good awareness, however I certainly don’t want to rush this).
Growing clarity around Capstone direction
1 Land Stewardship / Homesteading OP
2 HEALER OP — consolidate Refine & Present My passions
Breath,Bodywork, Reiki, Touch for Health, Nutrition, Exercise, Chi Gong, Yoga, CranioSacral
3 my website
4 my presentation to the world — branding liam
Probably more than anything, what I seek is down time to reveal what I would do with boredom or time right now. I more clearly than ever recognize that anything is possible and perhaps for the first time in life, have no sense of obligation to family, lovers, job. I am at a point where it is hard to let go of much of what I have built however with a slight shift in perspective, I can laugh at the nothing i have created and the infinite that is out there that is often significantly more appealing to me than the routine. I crave stability yet I am aware that change is imminent. I guess stability would be a significant change. I don't feel wanderlust, yet simultaneously I can't even imagine where or how I would settle down. Yet simultaneously I am so open to living being anywhere with some space and creative outlets. I don't need significant amounts of money if I were ale to live relatively rent free with access to healthy food which I guess means putting in some time growing food or possibly even a farm with pastured animals. Learning to butcher meat would be wonderful as I am quite enjoying cooking lots of meat here in NYC.